Skeptic Project

I am an atheist. I came from a catholic background, but practiced baptist beliefs for a few years after my parents send me to a fundie school. Anyway I dated a girl for a while who was a baptist. She wanted me to go to church, but I would only agree to go to the most liberal, pro-gay, has female pastors, against creationism, no end of the world/nwo garbage. We started going to an episcopal church. Since then we have separated, but I find myself still going to church.
I like the people, I like the activities, I like the pastor, I like the deacon and his messages of social justice (which is amazing considering his older brother is the publisher of a newspaper which publishs Austrian economic garbage all the time), I love the church building which is beautiful. The problem is there is no god.

This is crazy because I am currently reading Christopher Hitchens memoirs and actually love watching vids of him bashing religion. There are only two people in the area that know I am an atheist. My family doesn't so it is unlikely anybody will ever know.

Is there something wrong with me?

Yeah, I wanted to go to a unitarian church, but the nearest one was too far away.

I don't think so.......i suppose if you don't believe there is anything wrong with you you would have no reason to think otherwise. For the record I'm a Cristian who does not go to Church.

Not an atheist myself, but personally and from my heart, I find nothing wrong with what you say.

If I was to be entirely religious (which I am not), then you are likely committing blasphemy and are making fun of God.

Depends on who you ask as I've known some atheists who would disagree with you and would say that you're making fun of logic. *Shrugs.*

Personally I cant even go to a liberal church without feeling dirty and out of place with the amount of bullshit they speak, even if its liberal it pisses me off that they dont really care what the Bible actually says (among other reasons).

That said, if you don't feel that way why not go if you like the social interaction? I'd find another hobby but thats just me :) I guess the moment you feel bad for doing so is probably the moment you know its time to stop going.

"Personally I cant even go to a liberal church without feeling dirty and out of place with the amount of bullshit they speak, even if its liberal it pisses me off that they dont really care what the Bible actually says."

Find some Unitarians, man.

Well, if you're going to get pissed off at everyone who believes in a silly god figure, you're going to end up being pissed off at awful lot of people.